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celebrity stars will never shine as brightly as those in the nigt sky. [May. 17th, 2006|07:36 pm]
Lou
[Hearing |sigur ros]

i've just learnt that the london planetarium is closing down. this makes me incredibly sad. i can remember visiting it when i was a little kid. it amazed me & i didn't want to leave. i remember standing at this balcony & looking down and then looking up at the planets hanging from the celing.
i was thinking about it the other day & i decided i wanted to go back to visit it again because i might appreciate it more now, and then i see it's closed. they're now going to reopen it & show a movie about celebrites inside it instead. it's saddening.

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(no subject) [Mar. 19th, 2006|09:32 pm]
Lou

the dawn is breaking, a light shining through, you're barely waking and i'm tangled up in you. but i'm open, you're closed. where i follow, you'll go. i worry i won't see your face light up again

even the best fall down sometimes, even the wrong words seem to rhyme, out of the doubt that fills my mind, i somehow find, you and i collide

even the best fall down sometimes, even the stars refuse to shine, out of the back you fall in time, you finally find...

you & i collide


this song makes me yearn for love. so much love that my heart feels like it's going to burst. it makes me want that. i've been accepting that i'm alone lately, but this song makes me want someone. doesn't everyone want love though? i mean, who doesn't want that special someone who can make you smile, make you feel like life is worth living, make silence feel comfortable & not awkward.. someone who understands you like no other & someone you can share your most intimate secrets with.

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(no subject) [Feb. 6th, 2006|08:35 pm]
Lou


we all want something we can never have.
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read, read, read! [Jan. 5th, 2006|06:40 pm]
Lou
okay, so my goal this year is to read at least 30 books. I was going to do the 50 book challenge, but that means reading one every week & I don't think I can do that. I used to read one a week, but last year I kind of gave up on reading. I don't know why. magazines took over & they were basically all I read, so this year I really want to read more books.

I've read one book already; The Notebook by Nicholas Sparks, & I'm starting The Wedding by Nicholas Sparks now.

I also want to see more films this year. last year there were so many films I wanted to go see but didn't because I was too lazy/too shy to ask people. so this year I hope to see more films, starting with Brokeback Mountain. (which by the way I think I am already obsessed with).
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(no subject) [Dec. 16th, 2005|10:35 pm]
Lou
I'm still trying to figure the way to live my life.

is it better to live a deep life filled with wonderings & contemplating, or is it better to lead a more superficial life where you don't take things too seriously?

living a deep life can sometimes mean it makes your heart ache more; living more superficially seems easier as things can't affect you too much. but a deep life may be more fulfiling.

it's not as simple as that though.
life is never easy; it's not so black & white.
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(no subject) [Dec. 4th, 2005|06:14 pm]
Lou
i always wanted a boy to call my own
just so i could pick out the love heart sweets with the best messages
& hide them in his pocket for him to find
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(no subject) [Nov. 24th, 2005|10:41 pm]
Lou
[Feeling |winter]
[Hearing |& christmas]

I am hoping that it will snow tonight.
please please please snow.

today wasn't so good.
I need some snow to lift my spirits.
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i sneak into his car's cracked leather seat, the smell of gasoline in the summer heat. [Nov. 21st, 2005|10:05 pm]
Lou
[Feeling |peppermint]
[Hearing |melodies]



vanessa carlton is just lovelovelove.
her words are beautiful, her gift for music is magical, & "when she dances she goes & goes"

she is so talented.
she makes me want to start ballet again.
i want to start dancing again, so so badly but i'm too scared. i'd be so behind everyone else & i wouldn't know anyone & i'd feel so self-concious in a leotard. but i want to dance so badly.

i love harry potter.
i think i'm starting to realise the 4th film is amazing. i watched the 3rd one on saturday & got so bored because the 4th was so action-packed. i still hate how rushed it was & how 'bitty' it was, & how there was no substance, no hogwarts atmosphere, no character development.
i want to see it again!
i wish harry potter was real & that hogwarts were real.

i am craving love.
& craving life.

i'll find them both though. one day i will. & when i do i'll live my life like there is no tomorrow.

i'm going to wish on the stars tonight.
going to wish for him.
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how does it feel when the rain keeps falling on you? [Nov. 17th, 2005|11:05 pm]
Lou
omg, one tree hill was AMAZING tonight.
so so beautiful. best episode ever!

i'm going to miss anna so much.

& omg jake + peyton at the end; "i love you" "i love you too" & then they both put their hands on the glass. i was almost crying. & i nearlly cried when anna told her parents.

i didn't get why nathan deleted haley's message though.

I LOVE ONE TREE HILL!!
right now;
oth >> the oc

now if you'll excuse while i go pass out on my bed (i'm so drained).
xx
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& this reminds me of her. [Nov. 12th, 2005|09:05 pm]
Lou
[Tags|]
[Hearing |to sheila - the smashing pumpkins]

you make me real
strong as i feel
you make me real

lately I just can't seem to believe
discard my friends to change the scenery
it meant the world to hold a bruising faith
but now it's just a matter of grace



beautiful.
& i'm scared of regretting, scared of looking back + hating myself for not taking the chance.
why can't i just find it in myself to do it?
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(no subject) [Nov. 11th, 2005|10:06 pm]
Lou
[Tags|]
[Feeling |hungryhungry]
[Hearing |madonna - hung up]

okay so i think i threw my harry potter books out.
i am so stupid.
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(no subject) [Nov. 5th, 2005|11:55 pm]
Lou
i wish i didn't need other people as much as i do.
maybe if i didn't i wouldn't be such a mess.
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